Last months went pretty well for me.
I do whatever the f i want.

I used to think a lot about my art. The style that i was working with. What i should do or don't. People have always something to say, and of course it's nice to have some conversations.

Sometimes you have to step back and say: "i like it the way it is" I like drawing, it gives me a happy feeling. Don't turn it into something that i hate or give me a bad feeling. I just want to create stuff that's in my head.

What i did:
- Groupsexhibition in SID LEE
- Made design for a wallpainting in Amsterdam
- Made a walldesign for Amersfoort
- A cover for a game, [link]
- 70 illustrations for a online test.

What i'm going to do:
- Paint in Amsterdam
- Sketch more in my dummy
- Finish my plan for a wallpainting in Utrecht
- Finish my plan for Amersfoort and paint there in October.
- Make some more freestyle paintings
- Make a callender

I need a plan.
Or.
Something.

I have a LOT of projects these days, so everytime i have a new project i write it down on a little card, so i can move it like memory cards!
What is important? What shall i do first? What has a deadline...and stuff.

Positive about this is that i have a lot of work, that i can quit my brain-dead-job. That i can devellop my skills, expand my portfolio and put myself to the challenge.

Negative is: "AAAAAAhhhhhh, where to begin?
I'm so chaotic. Please, where is a projectmanager for this?":

- 100 illustrations for an online test.
- 5 paintings for an art gallery 100 x 100 cm
- Design for a portal in Rotterdam (3 big walls)
- Design for a nursing home (7 big walls!)
- 2 free paintings for some people. 100 x 100 cm
- 1 big painted portrait for somebody
- Illustration for a music website
- T-shirt designs (for myself)
- Walldesign in Utrecht.


And tatatataaaaaaa...soon i will be working together with a gamedesign company as a concept artist & visualiser! Yes, i'm happy!

OH YES: I ORDERED A XBOX 360. don't tell me it's a waste of time. I WANTED IT FOR SOOOO LONG!

If i check my old list (2 months ago) i realize i finished a couple of things:

---I painted a clock
---I made prints with lists around it
---I have an exhibition in Subwalk (Arnhem)[link]
---I worked on my t-shirt designs
---I finished 2 skateboards
---I made small portfolio that i can take with me when i visit shops for wallpaintings.

So that's cool. But i have other plans:

*** Big cleaning in my room!
*** Removing crap from my Mac and reorganize!
*** Go to commercial companies.(??)
*** Make wall designs on wood.
*** Take photo's of walls in the city!
*** Make more T-shirt designs.
*** Make a design for a belt.
*** Exhibition in a couple of shops. (suprise suprise!)


I want to sketch them large and paint them on wood by a projector. So i can use it for my exhibitions. I went to Dubai for 2 weeks and i really want to take my paintings to that place! And i also want to make a wallpainting there.

I work less with graphic design stuff, and focussing more on my own style.

I went to a portfolionight in Amsterdam and i heard that i have different styles...so i want to profile myself more and more!

I like to make realistic stuff, but that's not so unique as things that come straight from the brain.

Further, what i want to do:

--- make more t-shirt designs
--- make paintings for an exposition
--- finish some skateboards
--- paint a clock
--- make prints with small lists around it
--- finish some painted spraycans
--- finish a designertoy
--- print a small portfolio that i can take with me when i visit shops for wallpaintings
--- make a design for a belt

I also made a blog:
[link]

for more process stuff.

I finally put my website online!
Tatatataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:

[link]

Although it's very basic...i'm proud to say that i made it all by myself!
It took a LONG time, because Dreamweaver wasn't really easy.

Dreamweaver?
You mean: Nightmareweaver! haha